Moments, happen throughout the day
Pain, that never seems to go away
Thoughts, always running through my mind
Peace, I want but cannot find.
Alcohol, consumed to dull the world
Still, in a ball I want to curl
Food, consumed to fill the space
Of emptiness, I cannot replace.
Hope and fear fight constantly
Causing torment deep within me
A smile on my face so no one will know
Make it stop, just let me let go.
Please don’t get upset with me or think that I am ignoring you on purpose if I don’t answer my messages as quickly as you’d like. Especially on kik. I provide my kik ID so y’all have an opportunity to get to know more about me if you so desire. I am NOT on 24/7. I do NOT look at my messages all the time. There will be periods of several days to several weeks sometimes where I choose to be left alone. Those of you who do message with me semi-regularly have experienced that. You’ve also experienced that I ALWAYS answer every message that I receive. So long as the latest message requires an answer. Please, just be patient.